I think I am going through some kind of trip withdrawal.
I still haven’t completely unpacked all of our belongings even though I think I have been home over a week.
I cannot even keep track of the days of the week. I only know it is the weekend because Eric has been home with us for the last two days.
It is a little like the trip – having Eric home. I have missed him terribly this week and so have the boys. It just doesn’t seem right to do anything without him.
Things just don’t seem right.
Each night I try to write a blog, and even though I have ideas that I am excited about, they fall flat. I can’t seem to finish and publish them.
So, I have decided that I really need to move forward with returning home completely. Home is a place I love and am happy, so “letting go” of my trip won’t be a bad thing.
Earlier today I went through all of the vacation photos and ordered the ones I wanted for Owen and Jack’s books.
Tomorrow I will put away the remaining items to empty my bag.
And for right now, this is my blog entry. I will press “publish” before I go to bed no matter how good I think it is…
i always think it's strange to have damon go back to work after a long trip, too. it seems so unnatural to have the family ripped apart like that after bonding so much on a family vacation. good luck "letting go"
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